Rite. Have started to calm down. I cannot handle scary outbursts of anger, i now just feel sad. It spoiled the cracker i was having for lunch. must just brethe and forget about it.
silly text messages, part of me wishes i hadn't read it but that is selfish.Why am i selfish i should feel happy that jen can drive but i suppose i am jealous and still kicking myself for the stupid mistakes in my test mmmmm....must calm down.
okay well im guna go now and revise to take my mind of it...want no more reminders...i hate driving.
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