Jess got drunk, Jess got upset, Jess had to look after other drunkards and sleep at sjh's house despite wanting to be somewhere else.
all i wanted was to talk
why can it hurt so much to watch someone walk away when you haven't said goodbye to them-i just wanted to look at him and i couldn't without it potentially meaning something. its never going to mean something-unfortunately i would love it to....
i believe this could be where my problem lies.
x