well i'm here!!! in the land of the jungle...!! very hot and steamy most of the time but currently without many americans!!!
am yet to really feel sad, i suppose i have generally been doing things a lot so haven't had too much time to think about home but still i am suprised at myself.
i do miss home a little tho but have decided to make the most of everyday and do things that i want to do and make friends with people i want to be friends with etc!!! cant wait until the american people get here...they are all so overly nice about the fact that i am english!!!
have made friends with some english people atm, most of them are not like me but i do intend to branch out when the place fills up a bit!!!
the time atm is going rather slowly so im hoping it will speed up a bit so that the days dont feel like they are dragging. i dont like dragging as it gives me more of a chance to think about home. i think keeping busy is the key to this experience!!

may as well stick to a habit of a lifetime...daniel, before i left decided to seriously, sobrely, emotionally say 'i love you' - properly meaning it and leaving me wondering what it would be like if i was still in the country. so maybe i have been a bit down recently, only out of curiosity - wondering if anything will ever happen again. but then strangely enough this all made it easier to leave...maybe ive just always been after something definite..some kind of acceptance...maybe i talk crap...

xxx