Still believe Me...?

I once received the best news...I hadn't lost my left ear afterall

Saturday, June 26, 2010

well i got a 2.1, but me and dan broke up.
feeling hurt, sad, lonely etc etc at the moment but very much trying to not let it get to me like i have done in the past. so far im not doing too badly, there have been a few tears but nothing overly dramatic. part of me is waiting for realisation to set in but until then im just going to roll with it.
i was talking to lynne the other day and we decided that the best way to get over someone was to sleep with another man...she seems to want me to do this sooner rather than later. i on the other hand am not feeling so prepared for such an activity. but at some point im sure it will happen and everything will, eventually, be ok.
for now i must just go on as usual with life and attempt at getting over before (once again) getting under (ooer).

anyway, i may go out tomorrow, seeing as i have seen no-one all weekend. at some point the world has to be faced and as far as im aware he will not actually be there tomorrow...which can only be very good.

that is all for now,

over and out.

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

going back to uni today to collect my degree results tomorrow...scary scary times :s really really want a 2.1. have a cold atm, feeling a little rough, spending 3 hours on a train is not filling me with joy right now. but heyho, things to be done. should probs go and see what is happening around the house in a mo, finish packing stuff up to take back (only going for a couple of days, thankfully, last week when i went it was all a bit ostracising!but then i guess i don't really know what has been going on)
um in other news, dan has gone on holiday, i only got 4 hours sleep monday night because i was helping him do stuff...that is love right there. we are all alrigth atm- keeping it all updated as you can see. I think in part this is because i havent really seen him much this past month as we have both been busy busy! will just see how it all goes!

well must go write a stamped addressed envelope, and generally do things that are vaguely productive!