well what an eventful weekend. eurovision party, friday night at sarah's, yesterday in a state of trauma. typical weekend back at home where gossip has suddenly taken to the streets. my most 'favourite' person in the world was concerned for me, howver i am yet to find out why.
eugh and the life trauma of the summer begins. i am actually looking forward to leaving now quite seriously and i know that sounds like im talking myself into it but im actually not, am genuinely really cant wait to see what it is going to be like. it has been a long time coming and is now only 2 months and 2 weeks away woohoo!!!
rite well, back to the northern quater tomorrow yay, two exams yay...but drinking thursday woohoo hopefully that shalt be fun!!!
eugh need to pack my trusty box of cereal (my staple diet for the next 4 days)!!!
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genuinely life is rather gay. I have illness, i have 48%, i cannot sort out america stuff as america is gay, i need injections, i need a job...i just generally have issues and they are not resolvable and life is crap basically. i do sometimes wonder why the hell i just dont give all this up? that would be so much easier than being stressed out all the time. i also need to revise ALOT which is rather gay. eughph eughph bleugh and eugh....i think i have stress issues!!
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48%...48!!! that is ridiculous. i no longer like my course at uni, 48 is not a mark it's a joke. a monkey could probably get 48. i do not have poor grammer, structure, punctuation, a lack of evidence and a weak argument. What a way to insult a person.
i am highly not impressed and seriously have better things to do with my time than put up with such crap. 48%. it's as though I didn't try, i may as well have not fucking bothered.
right well i am now angry and have to revise. great.
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i worked out this morning that it was also 3 months yesterday since i had an operation....god time flies far too fast, it seems like yesterday that i was in extreme pain...wow hhmm defo food for thought!!!
talking of food, i think i may go eat some peach thing that i have yum yum!!
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well i am now back at uni until saturday, time to revise, see vicky, go to drs and various meetings!!!
week at home was fun. randomly went to Cardiff at the weekend and took SJH dress shopping (rather amusant)! basically i did a lot of revision which was good as i am now avoiding it greatly altho am not worried about this exam which can only be a good thing :-s
went out for lunch with daniel yesterday (my mother said he looked like an estate agent in his new car..hahahaha) umm so yeh that was interesting he is now persuaing me to stay at his on sat...it is obviously going to happen im just holding out for as long as. i also told him that lynne was to be my date (this did not go down so well) but heyho what can one do!!!
anyhoo really must actuly do some form of work now and possibly put some things away, i kinda scattered everything everywhere in an attempt to get outside excessively quickly in order to catch the sun!!!!
oooo 3 months until i leave the country...oooer!!
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randomly going home for a week...woo!!!
my mother phoned me and told me to come home, all very odd. she even said she would pay for half a train ticket!! i think she wants me to find a job and sort my visa out...gay but heyho, these things need to be done!!!
however, unfortunately it is the most sunny and warm day of the year and im going to be stuck on a train for 3 hours...great. this is why i am up so early..so i can get home nice and early to catch the sun!!!
well i think thats about all, i should think about going soon, train leaves in an hour...yay!!!
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well it is may..yay!!! almost summer although that means almost exams...eugh.
I now have two weeks of doing nothing to contend with, if i haven't killed myself by the time i go home i will be suprised! i guess i have no excuse for not revising or failing any exams. I need to use my time wisely and not waste my days finding excuses for leaving the house and going for runs/walks etc. I need to focus. Focus however, is highly hard to come by, thank god im going out for lunch tomorrow!!!
plan of this week is to revise for my slavery module. then that will be all out the way!! i also have to go and visit vicky at some point in the future to steal her rucksack..hhhmm ooo and i must go get my hayfever tablets, so much to do....its a wonder i have any time for revision!!
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